Really trying my best to move forward these past few weeks (yes be forewarned this is my typical grayscale ranting) and I'm having a hard time. 'Tis the season I guess, it takes me back. Listen to blood embrace by Superwolf, that should explain some things. I live with constant reminders, nothing I can turn a blind eye to (really that's all it comes down to, a place where I'd rather be). So the opposite would be to venture where I have no desire to be, am I right? Either paths will hurt, though one of them at least is all new to me. Go go optimism 2005.