I've looked... outside, but I've never wandered out | Forgiven, but not forgotten (I try, I do). Sentiments so painful and I know it's beyond logic, I'm not one to corner emotions nor weigh them as such (in comparison) but this isn't normal. The image for this post can be found at the following address, which I cannot directly link to or it will be apparent in the post (when it is supposed to be a safe, calm and hidden place) : www.descendo.com/husk/69a.jpg , it is what lingers above me. I never surrender to the sentiment (abandon=adopting) but it is beyond our control at times. It is nothing but a severe slump. I believe things had to change, else you might've found me dead in the cursed bedroom.